i never think about posting journals on my DA, but i might as well start, since im on it every day. since this is my first one, ill post an "about me" survey

001. What is Your Name? serena, but i liked be calling rena.
002. How old are you? 16 years, 17 on march 8th.
003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? /renachristsuperstar
004. Where are you right at this moment? in my room, where i usually am.
005. Choose 5 words to describe yourself hmm... i dont think i can. i dont like "describing" myself.
006. Do you smoke? not yet.
007. Do you drink? only pepsi & koolaid.
008. Do you swear? fuck no
009. Do you have low self-esteem? extremley.
010. Do you get online a lot? more than the average teenager, yes.
011. Do you like taking pictures? yes, but not of myself. i actually hate taking pictures of myself. (see question #009)
012. Do you like to have your picture taken? see question #011
013. Would you ever date someone 5-10 yrs younger than you? no, not at my age. but if i was 40 or so i would.
014. Would you ever date someone 5-10 yrs older than you? see #013
015. Do you think you're weird or normal? i dont think anyones normal, your either honest about yourself or your not.
016. What do you like least about your body? my face.
017. What do you like most about your body? that i dont have an extra limb.
018. Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? many many times, once including a horse dick.
019. Do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends? depends who the friends are, and what we are doing.
020. Who knows the most about you? savannah mercer.
021. Who do you trust the most with your secrets? myself.
022. Name one person whose arms you feel safe in. myself.

Have you ever?
023. Been in love? yes, i have.
024. Had your heart broken? more than once.
025. Spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk? yes, i have.
026. Screamed so much you lost your voice? many times.
027. Done something extremely unexpected? hmm probably,
028. Been caught doing you weren't supposed to be doing? of course, who hasnt.
029. Been called a tease? im not sure.

What what what?
030. What is your biggest fear? im scared of being unsucessful, poor, and alone. i only have one life to live and i want to make the most of it.
031. What was your scariest dream? i choose to forget them.
032. What was your best dream? ive had too many.
033. What is your greatest strength? i have no idea.
034. Do you have any bad habits? i chew on everything. pencils, necklaces, my fingers, ect.
035. Do you think life has been good to you so far? it could have been better, but its been livable obviously.
036. Do you have any piercings? labret, and ears of course.
037. What does your underwear look like? currently, light blue with little owls on it

Which do you prefer?
038. Jeans or dress? skinny jeans, and only skinny jeans.
039. Pizza or pasta? currently; neither.
040. Rich or happy? if that means id be rich and UNhappy, then id choose being happy. although i think id be happy if i was rich.
041. Shower or bath? shower.
042. Family or friends? friends, i dont exactly get along with my family.
043. Kiss or hug? depends who, but i like kissing.
044. Bright or dark room? dark room, but it also depends on my mood.
045. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate milk & vanilla ice cream.
046. Laugh out loud or chuckle quietly? lol.
047. Foreign movies....dubbed or subtitled? im not a movie person, unless it involves cuddling

Lastly?
048. Last furry thing you touched? the hello kitty doll amber gave me.
049. Song you listened to? currently, numb and dumb by otep. its otep shamayas birthday.
050. Last person you talked to on the phone today? last person i talked on the phone with... would probably be my grandma.
051. Watched on TV? i havent watched television in over a week, or weeks.
052. Compliment you received? actually, ive been told alot of sweet things today <3

More random thoughts...
053. What are your first thoughts waking up? this morning: "did i fall asleep?" lol usually: "i hate school."
054. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? black. plus, its used the most, and always gets broken. OH BAM! emo moment!
055. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? im a lesbian... but i like guy arms. big strong arms.
056. Are you too shy to ask someone out? depends how close i am to them. if its a friend, then im fine with it.
057. Most memorable experience with a friend? im not sure. they all blend in together.
058. Do you believe in soulmates? no. nobodys perfect, so your never going to love everything about a person. if you say you do, then you dont know everything about them.
059. Do you think that it's possible your heart doesn't give you a choice with whom it falls in love? your "heart" has nothing to do with it. its your taste in person.
060. What is something about you that people would be surprised to know? that i dont believe in love at first site,
061. What is one thing you've learned about yourself in the last year or so? you cant trust anyone, ever. just cross your fingers that they wont fuck you over.


if you have any questions, feel free to comment this and ask me <3